Another Da**it Day, Sigh

argh!!! ga ada berentinya apa kesialan ini?! menyebalkan! why it's so happened like a kind of unfortunate series like this?! dammit!
dah kemarin jd minggu yg agak ga tenang,
tadi kaca spion motor q pecah!
q tanyain k pak penjaga parkir apa td motor q jatoh ato apa gt tp dia jwbnya ga tau.
shit!
trus why is in the hell my kaca spion retak?! dammit!
apa td anak yg parkir ga ati2 trs nabrak spion q ato gmn?
klo bener yg satu terakhir ini yg terjadi, q harap dia dikasih setumpuk dosa! tanggung seabreg dosa q! sekalian aja matee sana!
*hosh2*
shit!
argh! sebal! astaghfirullah... T-T ampuni dosa2 q wlo ga dosanya coz q msh sebal! dammit! astagfirullah... T-T hikz2
ga bakalan lg deh q jagang fucking samping
biar ga ad lg this kind of fucking thing happen to me or to other my lovely belonging
T-T huhuhu why could in the world this damn thing happen to me? T-T

td pas pulang & tahu ada hal ini (q ga kuat nulis detil kejadiannya lg) tuh bener2 pas pulang kul jm 17.30, dan sepanjang perjalanan q teriak2 ga jelas marah2 mangkel setengah mati teriak2 ngutuk semua orang di dunia terutama org yg bertanggung jwb atas kejadian ini biar matee semua!
argh!
tp q msh ga rela matee...
q msh banyak dosa T-T
q msh ingin memperbaiki semuany,,,
tobat gt ceritanya yg smpe skrng blm max q lakuin hikz2 T-T
wkt itu rasanya q bener2 marah2 ga karuan bgt
udah gt q marah2nya lg pegang setir
biasanya klo kya gini q pasti langsung nyetir ga karukaruan mbleot2 ngebut ga kira2
tp koq untungnya q lg mboncengin si Bi,
q teringat bahwa nyawanya ada d tangan q
klo nie q tetep stres2 ga ketulungan kaya gini
trs beneran matee
makin bertambah aj dunk dosa saya yg dah bejibun?
tp begitu q agak calming down, i feel so sad & want to cry a lot
i hate to feel like that
i prefer feel anger in me that sadness T-T hikz...
poor me... T-T

Bi, i'm so sorry
gara2 kestresan q kau jd hrs mempertaruhkan nyawamu pd q wkt itu
hontou gomennasai desu... () T-T

hbs pulang q lngsung dengerin hybrid theory-ny LP & teriak2 ngikutin lgu
"you, try to take the best of me, go away!"
ibu q yg masuk k kamarq lgsung gedek2 sambil bilang: "lagune rek! ckckck"
adek q masuk kamarq lgsung bilang: "rasane stres kon"

hikz q pngen donlod album2ny yaida hitomi
blm sempet... T-T
i'm not still over!
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in this world...